I whine, and
I bray, and
I neigh, and
I squawk and
Refuse to talk
When I don't have my way.
Curtsy for the Queen.
Paint me a portrait, Amanda.
I want to be adored
Like the goddess I could be,
Could be if I had the patience
To try.
I'm always breaking fast,
Expression scratched in glass,
Making myself into an ass,
And they say, "Just let her pass.
We don't see her because
We can't hear her, and we don't
Want her to believe otherwise."
Invisible,
Without power,
So weak--
How I've always been perceived.
"But, darling, you were always
The clever one! Whatever happened?"
I grew lonelier by the second--
These pens all eve
I really can't tell you
Why I was unknown
I didn't even know myself
My being was alone,
But now I feel so complete
My love by my side
Fingers laced, lips together
Our hearts never divide.
My mind is haunted with pictures
My dreams are too
Pictures not to be seen again
Pictures that shouldn't be used more than once
Will I ever get rid of them?
Or will they stay as long as my soul still wanders on earth?
Memories from a twisted day
Bruises from the hits they made
Future scars to remind me of the pain
The pain I thought never ended
The shadows of my fear
The shadows I'm running away from has no end
I see no light
No end to the misery
The anger fills my head
I count to ten hoping it will be gone by then
The shadows capture my body holding me down
Making me swear to never forget
Is there an end to my miseries?
D
March me over to my homeland,
Kindling stacked and overlapped
When the frozen waters thaw.
Traipsing like kings of cavalier,
They mean to divide us.
On the forefront we stand,
Arms linked in chains
To crush their snowmen.
my names Jamie and yes i am a girl (it has come up a few times people thinking im a guy lol) well i have another account i use a ton more so look at it (in my journal entry) i <3 the color purple and candy (yummy). im 16 and blah blah blah lots of other things but im to tired to write anymore so send me a note if you want to ask me anything or want to talk or something ><
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